The surgery feels so close today. I've got my plans pretty much in order for the next three weeks and then it will be here. I sent off my insurance check today, which makes me feel better about the whole thing. I just can't believe this is really going to happen. I suppose once you undergo major surgery, it won't seem as scary the next time.
I've been wondering what to pray for today. I am not sure. Sometimes when I don't know what to say, I just repeat Jesus over and over again. Maybe that is what I will do.
Lyric of the day,
"I want so badly to believe that 'there is truth, that love is real'
And I want life in every word to the extent that it's absurd."
-The Postal Service